| Laura too unreasonable |
[Mar. 14th, 2008-11:09 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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I want a Macbook ):
I saw this Macbook on display, so damn thin, thinner than my skin, I guess. My laptop is aging already, incoming birthday in June 18th or 19th.
I wish Mom never got Casper -my dog- castrated. So he can find a girlfriend & have sex with & have loads of pups because, I can tell he's aging, dying already. Okay fine. He's only 5 human years old.
I also saw/ want this Nintendo Wii game, MySims, its like, a must buy because my brother & sister have officially dominated the whole machine because they have games of their own, Wii Play, Wii Sports, Link's Crossbow Adventure, Thrillville. Aaah, I want game game game! ):
Anyone with extra Mo-oney? I'm left about 100$ for the rest of the month. Desperately in need of my bank book, which reminds me, since Mom is out, I should go ransack the room. Later. I'm seriously so bored man.
I need God Mom to link me with I** now. So bored I have nothing to do but think about going to the psychologist but have no transportation/ allowance to go into the city area. No mood, no life, gonna die. But it doesn't mean I want the holidays to end. May the holidays last forever & never ever die out.
I hate my brother. He used this stick and hit my left side of the hip, & its intolerably pain. I will sue him one day when I grow up man, for all the damage he did to my body, friendship & mind. Asshole think I very easy bully always no one to bully & very bored will come and abuse me. If not for Mom & Gramma always telling me to forgive that asshole, he would've been locked up in some home already. Then my home will finally be a home. For Heaven'ss ake. Ugh. Even Dad thinks he is a loony & should be locked up somewhere. As the adults love to say, 'People like him, will never be able to fit into society, he will be an outcast, & he will never be able to survive.' Hopes he stumbles upon this & scream his head off. Louder the better, then the neighbours will lock him up themselves. I still hate my brother. End of story. Wait, he just asked for the New Newspaper, I gave it to him & he went 'Idiot'. F.O lah, T.O. End of sibling bitching. -Hopes he fall into toilet bowl-
I scolded my brother CB at Carrefour today. Screamed. My Mom was, flabbergasted. & 3 hours later, back home, she tried psycho-ing me into apologizing to her. But I decided I didn't do anything wrong, some more she call me prostitute. Don't blame her for being so angry, I was swaying back & forth and speech tic syndrome. So yeah. My brother is a F.W who deserves to find a wall & you know the procedure. Thank goodness he failed his O levels so that I will never have a chance to be in the same school as him again. Loser, lose me in PSLE. Lose me in class. Lose me forever. Loser. End of bitching.
I still do not want to go to school. Because, I probably have to spit out a letter on why Laura Quah -Censor- -Censor- never go to school last Friday also known as the Last Day of Term 1. Hopefully J.Joseph skipped back from India & left his memory behind. Or hopefully he has a 3-day-memory like me. Secondly, 4 walls, 42 same classmates. Making exceptions. -Censor- -Censor- Thirdly, I don't want to sit in front. Really. Really. Fourthly, got P.E on Monday. Hate P.E. Need to run 2.4km.
I, in need, of motherly love, your love, his love, the world's love. Woah Laura so neglected, can go die already.
Okay, dying soon. L for Laura, as of the Earth is round. Woah, I same height as Mas Selamat leh. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2008-06:40 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  Taunted | ] |
Why, why is everybody, TAUNTING ME?
Everyone is getting their NETS card & I'm so pathetic because I lost mine. & joy my mom still denies that she didn't take it.
Anyway, its so boring. No one asked me out except for Janice. And Momo has such crammed schedules its so difficult to get an appointment with her. Ah.
Anyway, went to have lunch with Angelina, Josephine & Yan qi. I promise myself I'll never go out with them again unless theres some other people because. They all have BOYFRIENDS. And I'm the only lonely one.
And it goes on about the taunting part. And I'll be like. Okay, so am I the only loner? ):
Shit. I wanted to start with ANYWAY again but it seems I've been using too much already.
So yeah. Coolios. I went to eat Pasta Mania with them. And I shall not enter there again. Pastas are too, creamy.
Walked around a while. Then they saw their friends and I was like. WTH, why am I the only one that doesn't see friends?! Then halfway through, I saw Mohini + AP* & later on Chesna. Woahahaha.
Die leh, my piano examination is tomorrow and I am so not confident in passing it because I can barely handle the scales. Ai. Burn the infernal thing man.
Shall put pictures tomorrow. Lazy now. Some more later got tuition. Wah lao eh. The whole world it taunting me. And I still cannot remember some of my primary school classmates, while years back, I was swearing that I'd never forget them my whole life. Oh what irony. STOP TAUNTING ME ALREADY LAH.
Oh yah. Which reminds me. Chesna's red heart balloon she gave me for St.Valentine's day, its still surviving leh. I never see a balloon last more than a week. Coolios babe! (:
No pictures for the time being. Lost my camera cable. Wtf lah! Weeee, I found my wire already.
Jose & Ange for you both tried so hard to get my link. LAURA DOES NOT MUMBLE/ FUMBLE. I just talk to myself. STOP DATING/ TAUNTING ME ALREADY. I'm so stressed up with remembering people you mentioned I think I've gotten another disorder -?!- So yeah. Anyway, go out soon together okay. With Rayner all those probably.
p/s: I have gotten a deep attraction to hats. Yes hats. I got 2 black esprit hats. So kawai-eeeeeee.
p/s/s: Please tell Laura you love her/ talk to her because. THE HOLIDAYS ARE ROTTING ME AWAY!? No, I'm not quiting skipping school.
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| Farewell |
[Mar. 9th, 2008-02:12 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  Farewell grieves | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Daughtry- Used To | ] |
Bye Bye, Ee Ching & Stella. I'll miss you you you ): |
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